Getting The Help I Need

Hello everyone. I just wanted to let everyone know that I am away getting the help that I need to live. I can't post updates too often but I will when I can. I will be away for a few months and I pray that I can get my shit together. I have done some really shitty things to people close to me and I can only make it up by getting and staying clean. I also have to address the issues that have my stuck in addiction. I want to live again. I had a taste of what that was like and I screwed that up. I have failed at so many things that it has become second nature. I'm so tired. I can't beat myself up over it now. I have to move forward. For all those that I hurt, please accept my apology.