Sunday, March 15, 2009

A New Hope

It is amazing that I still have people that really believe in me. I say this because ii have a hard time grasping the fact that there are real people out there who can see that there is some good left in me. To be truthful. I am a good person. I have done some things that i am ashamed of and that I wish I could take back, but I know if I am to ever live again I will have a long hard road. I was going to abandond this blog but after reading so of the comments I have decided to continue to share with you the thoughts that go through my mind. I am very sorry for the hurt that I have caused aand wish it never happened, but it did and now I have to figure out how to get past all of this. I will go into rehab and pray that I can figure this out. Iwant to be able to live without the struggle of using. For all of you that still support me, THANK YOU. We can get through this and I will fight for a change in my life.

8 comments:

Denise said...

Issac, I'm so glad you didn't abandon the blog. I've been wondering how you're doing. Please go to rehab, you can't do this alone. But...YOU CAN DO THIS!! Stay strong, we're all pulling for you.

*hugs*

Sue said...

Hey there! missed you today..but you will be there, don't give up your goals..they are your hopes and dreams and what keep you going thru life..and yes sometimes we get derailed..Im not going to ask you why?? it doesn't really matter..but my hope for you is to feel better about yourself..you can do it, keep searching, pushing,willing it,pray for it, someday you'll enjoy it, and i hope to see it..your in my thoughts/prayers. :)

johnwaire said...

keep on...keeping on. be strong. be patient. be well!!!

YOU can do this!

debm said...

Isaac,
I was so happy to see this posting. So glad you're feelin' the love! The power of the human connection, of caring for our brothers, is an amazing thing, isn't it?!

Holding good thoughts as you start rehab! Keep the faith, friend!

Peace,
deb

Jenn said...

Isaac,

You will win this fight- one step at a time. What makes us stronger is fight we put forward.

Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will.
Mahatma Gandhi

Anne Mahlum said...

We can't choose the cards we are dealt in life, but we can choose how we play them. You have it in you to be great - it's you who has to believe this.

Anonymous said...

Hello Zeek,
Im not going to cuddle you, Im not going to tell you everthings gonna be ok, Im just gonna to tell you I Love You. Dont change for me change for Zeek. Jnr.

Johnny_G said...

Thinking about you Isaac!

Stay Strong!

Can't wait to hear about you getting "Back on your Feet?" When is your next race?