Sunday, March 15, 2009
A New Hope
It is amazing that I still have people that really believe in me. I say this because ii have a hard time grasping the fact that there are real people out there who can see that there is some good left in me. To be truthful. I am a good person. I have done some things that i am ashamed of and that I wish I could take back, but I know if I am to ever live again I will have a long hard road. I was going to abandond this blog but after reading so of the comments I have decided to continue to share with you the thoughts that go through my mind. I am very sorry for the hurt that I have caused aand wish it never happened, but it did and now I have to figure out how to get past all of this. I will go into rehab and pray that I can figure this out. Iwant to be able to live without the struggle of using. For all of you that still support me, THANK YOU. We can get through this and I will fight for a change in my life.